For the last three and a half months the kids and I have been on our own. Things happen, people make decisions about their lives and it affects many.
To catch up, we left Dhaka, and the kids and I honkered down in Seattle area, awaiting the arrival of our Diplomat Head of Household. He came after he took a trip to Hawaii and California. Our lives have been forever changed from what I learned that night when he returned to us. The summer was full of emotions and stress. Would I move to South Africa, would I stay in America. There really wasn't time to make these decisions. So the whole family moved to Johannesburg.
It was not a happy time for me. I was so alone. I made good friends, but felt so lost. I knew it was just a matter of time before I left to come home.
I really dont have the capacity to write what's really going on, maybe one day I will, since I think it's interesting and I have learned alot about myself in this process.
Currently a single mother of three, and working part time. I am doing the best I can, but sometimes, it's not enough. Sometimes it is. I am not the same person I used to be, which makes it harder, but I have fight in me, and I will find myself again.
I will make a new blog, since the Knettles aren't Travelling anymore. One Knettle is, the other 4 are home.
To catch up, we left Dhaka, and the kids and I honkered down in Seattle area, awaiting the arrival of our Diplomat Head of Household. He came after he took a trip to Hawaii and California. Our lives have been forever changed from what I learned that night when he returned to us. The summer was full of emotions and stress. Would I move to South Africa, would I stay in America. There really wasn't time to make these decisions. So the whole family moved to Johannesburg.
It was not a happy time for me. I was so alone. I made good friends, but felt so lost. I knew it was just a matter of time before I left to come home.
I really dont have the capacity to write what's really going on, maybe one day I will, since I think it's interesting and I have learned alot about myself in this process.
Currently a single mother of three, and working part time. I am doing the best I can, but sometimes, it's not enough. Sometimes it is. I am not the same person I used to be, which makes it harder, but I have fight in me, and I will find myself again.
I will make a new blog, since the Knettles aren't Travelling anymore. One Knettle is, the other 4 are home.
